Don't believe the hype, as it is telling a mere fragment of the whole.
Yes there is freedom and light as you move through cycles of soulgrowth. AND..reawakening in your truth and to your soul's essence is a process of blood, sweat and tears.
It is a falling away of what no longer serves you and asks you to become so deeply rooted in your remembering of your origin and your connection to Spirit, that you won't give into the temptation of keeping the past, the dying, alive.
It is a process of individuation that can leave you feeling abandoned by former friends and an onlooker of the tribe you once felt at home in.
Your soul is working in ways the mind may not comprehend right now, which might give you the feeling of loss of control, of being left out, of chasing facts and not knowing what's next.
Know that you are changed allready.
You feel and know deeply you cannot go back to your old ways. The will only cause more painful discomfort.
So, here, today. Know your heart is beating, you are breathing and you are moving through a rite of passage that will have you remember the stars you once were, the earth you once belonged to, the infinite loving energy you were birthed from.
And take your next breath knowing a new you is emerging once again and your tribe, your cosmic family will find you.
Feel what wants to be felt. Purge what is coming up to be released in this glorious cycle of growth. And be birthed.